REAL LIFE

Hello people.. for your information.. I fucked up my mac charger.. and it'll costs me 100+ bucks which I havent buy. ergh. I find the charger sucks because the wire is not so-so thick like any other normal charger. so, don't expect me on updating the blog often since the laptop is dead. oh I wanna say THANK YOU to whoever good-lucking me for tomorrow's exam. Im bringing my brother to school tomorrow cuz I dont feel comfortable with only tutors there. hehehe.

anyhooooo, i had the best talk with my mother last night. I don't really talk about my love life with her.. my friends. basically my stuffs lah.. and last night, I did talked it out but not this ONE THING. there's a temptation to start on ONE THING but i feel awkward and embarassed. eheh. as much as i wanted to ask and discuss it. AND alsoooo.. my father's "kunyanyang" as well.. seriously.. makin ia tua.. he is more bising than my mom. hahaha. and my mother admits that ia pun sanak when my dad starts to bla bla bla. lol.

About my father.. all my life, I never really sit and talk with him because he is the serious and experienced and mad type though he is abit open to others but when it comes to family.. its a different case. These was dulu. nowadays? its kinda changed since we all are grown-ups already.. i mean i have 9 siblings and only 3 saja that you can see "damit". My big bro used to hate my father but now.. not anymore because father and son have something in common. hehe. i mean.. at times i hear them joking, my brother ceramah my dad and my dad diam saja (well.. i know my father kecalian kan my brother. eheh). When we have problems.. we all seek for his help. and I find it helpful.

my point here is.. I see the importance of family as im not a family lady dulu. I only talked to friends and the beau. There are things that u can't really share with friends/beau but then there are your family to hear you, to let you cry, give a little space on their shoulder for you to lean on. trust me. family will be always there for you.. and IM GLAD that i have a big family. and im going to have one too.

I learned that "masa damit2 andang payah with all the belanja and all but sudah kamu semua basar-basar krg.. sanang tah hidup mama tu" *teary eyes* I agree to that from seeing my parents. When parents say something.. you should listen to it because they lived before us.. they understand life better than us. They don't want something to happen to us like what happened to them. Every teguran is for a reason.

I just wanna say that I LOVE MY FAMILY :) I love u mom dad. I should have listen to you dulu for not being rebellious and all.