Everyone knows i'm a total bitch. I'm better off keeping silent and be a loner than sitting with other people side by side in the same room. I see few people is feeling me when I posted the last post. Do I really care? Maybe. but I won't apologise for that. The fact that i'm not stating names is on purpose but to me it is a general thing that you people shouldn't be touch by it.
Life nowadays to me is..
- pitying other people who is suppose to have the freedom of life
- pitying other people who haven't familiar with rules and regulations of their life
- not the time anymore to choose a real friend
- suppose to be well read by people
- wanting to have no fight anymore
- go with the flow following the phase of life
- supposedly having the highest education qualifications
- time to give to the parents
- no need to say things, but should know what you should do as age is not lowering ever
- thinking about other people
- worried of chances supposedly for other people but me getting it and spoiling it
- not having the life I planned to
p/s I've been there sitting alone and down in the corner without people approaching me and Eyan was always there and he always support me to the top and making me feel good and not to think of what other people says. I'm used to it but I know where my position is.. Eyan is always the first in front of me as he will be my future husband. Amin. and so my parents. I'm always giving up my priority for others in front of me fyi. but why don't you people?? try reading other people.. YES I'M A BITCH technically and I might miss few reading. but at least i'm doing all my stuffs to myself and at the age of 18.. berdikari ku sudah.
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