TALK ABOUT MYSELF

1. I always thought that I can do anything. When I say "anything" .. it means "everything". talk about self-confidence. bleurgh. 
   
2. I never let Eyan do his thing on his own because I see him as incapable of doing things. 
3. When he do his thing e.g. laundry, ironing.. I don't feel comfortable cause I thought that it is my job to do all that.
4. I seldom stay alone at home when Eyan is out. means.. I'm with him like nearly all the time (btw, I did ask him whether he wanted time alone? but he said no or its okay)
5. I care about what other people think of me.. but sometimes I neglect Eyan's feelings. but again.. most of the time.. I'm doing my second thought before I wanna do something. 
6. I'm strict with my siblings but I'm open whenever they talk about their gf/bf. only on certain parts like cleanliness, self-discipline etc.
7. I have difficulties in managing my life within my family and Eyan's because each of them have a different lifestyle. 
8. I don't really understand traditional/cultural value like "sia-sia pun" "jopalis"
9. I don't like admitting that "I need your help". not even to my close ones. 
10. I hate it when people don't ask for others' permission to wear/use the owners' things. even little thing.
11. I envy other people's posture and smooth face and that lead me to "nasib lah ko lawa.. mun inda.. inda ko cematu" eheh.
12. I never look at other guys eventhough I'm single. Its just not right to me. and I can't understand why.. why.. why.. a girl/boy doesn't have enough of his/her gf/bf.
13. I can solve and give the best advice for others but I can't think properly when it comes to me having problem. 
14. I am a loner. I don't like to go to a place where there are traffic everywhere.. be it cars or human beings. 
15. I have this weird thing.. my choice of restaurants/place to eat.. is depending on my mood. Sometimes I feel like going to the most visited ones.. OR.. the least
16. I don't like to involve with what's the "in" thing.. I rather be left out and do it some other time. 
17. I hate it when people leave their "bakas2an" and anything that is not originated from me and i'm the one who cleans it. Pass that to the maid please? and if you don't have one.. you know what to do.. do it on your own!
18. I have my "kana" moment and I will stay up late at night to do everything.
19. I have an arrogant look quoted from few friends. but i'm not one.
20. I only have 182 contacts in my email/messenger. see.. I told you I'm a loner. HAHAHA. and I don't add and accept people that I don't know.