Boring Updates

hahahahahaha. sorry for the lack of updates. I'm expecting cobwebs if this blog is physical. lol. I know I know.. I haven't post my wedding pictures.. I think its too late for me to post that.

Life as of now? I'm bulging from today to tomorrow. you get what I mean. Husband is gaining more weight than I do.. lol. and I need to mention it here.. I gain 3.1kg in a month. 0_0 and addition to this topic.. eyan gained 4. hahahaha.
My attachment? I'm starting to feel that I'm doing most of the job in my department since there is only me and my Boss in the department. Imagine that? and I hate stairs.. f*** stairs.. rumah tangga.. kraja tangga. cramp kakiku.

As of today.. 3/8/09.. I went home from work at 10pm.. I hate it. not what I expect.. especially me in my heavy situation and me as an attachment student. damn. eheh. Its all because of a visit by this one particular organisation that'' be tomorrow.. everything is last minute. ergh. I told you.. i'm like know most of my department's stuff. eheh.

I think my husband is doing his office work now as well. I guess he has alot to catch up with since he was on leave for two days last week.

Wedding update

Here's an update.. 

For the past few weeks i've been hibernating from the outside world.. technically. because.. I'M WAITING FOR THIS DAY. hehehe. Yeay.. finally officially we're husband and wife. HEE. Ask me? How do I feel? I'm ecstatically excited, happy and honored and kambang as well. Though my day starts with gloomy faces due to some reasons I can't go against.. Its my day.. our day. 5/6/09.

I got so serious when the Nikah ceremony starts.. shaky jua ku *grin* So many things to do.. I mean with the signing.. giving permission to my dad as wali.. listening to khutbah nikah (all this time.. I thought it would be longer) then hearing to Eyan's whatever. He was stiff-sounded... lol. and what's funny.. after 4weeks of khursus nikah.. my nene as the Imam asked him "ingat masih apa rukun nikah?" hahahaha. and idk.. maybe those trigger his nervousness.. he couldn't answer. lol. and people laughed.. seriously. You won't expect that question from Imam aka nene lakiku. 

moving on.. we took lotsa pictures.. I think. Hmm.. Eyan is goooooddd in front of cameras.. lol. I hope the pictures will go well. 

gotta bounce.. I need to lulur my face and hit the sack soon. tomorrow will be my berbedak function/berinai too. Hope things will get better tomorrow. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Solemnization and Wedding

ok.. I'm officially announcing that the solemnization will be on the 5th June 2009. The big wedding day will be on the 7th June 2009. Obviously.. I have to invite friends and cousins. and obviously.. I will be inviting all the classmates in case some people is wondering. shock? I'm in shock more.. I have to say its worrying me abit. heh. in all aspects I mean..

Sorry to few people if i haven't been myself lately.. my days are just so miserable that no one knows what i'm going through.. i just couldn't figure myself out and what's it gonna be in the future. I mean.. there's no one that really knows me well.. not even the fiancee. I am tired with all the preparations.. i've to go to the wedding shop myself like more than 5 times. than doing tawaf checking barang hantaran.. ITS TIRING and I don't like it. Gifts for the guests haven't been decided yet and guess what.. its less than 1 month? oh my god. 

and all this stuffs.. mix it up with my studies and assignments and exams.. its just making me crazy and I can't even handle the pressure myself.. honestly, I cried due to pressure around me. I can't stand any single thing. So don't blame me if I started to curse and swearing.. I know few people dislike that.. but I barely can't stand the pressure from people as well as the dates coming up. Anyway, I'm thankful that the final Business Accounting is done. I've to concentrate on Economics saja lagi. Good Luck to me. heh. 

uhuk.. its been..?

wahhh.. i think i should consider to close down this boring dull blog. eheh. its been.. 2, 3 weeks nada beupdate ah. eheh. what do u missed out? one thing.. yesterday was the anniversary. and i was busy like hell just before the business launching. im so frustrated with the slides. its fucking menyusahkan.. i never wanna do the slides anymore. 

Eyan got back to work already last Monday. and hows ur 3 weeks holiday? was ok? another bike race will be on dis upcoming 24th and most probably Eyan will join and the next day, 25th.. baby will be off to KL attending another course. and I...? I will be alone again and going to school at 745 or 8?! hee. Puasa is around the corner.. yay.. i kinda miss puasa. can't wait. but the fact that i HAVE to be at the Gerai Ramadhan from 2 til 7ish saddens me. sigh. oh well.. I have to sacrifice. 

not much aint it? i was chatting to NUNU tadi. yay. imy. Sorry that I couldnt go dengani you for your haircut. here are random pictures of whatever..

*above are my cousins. and the little boy is my nephew. cute? matanya basar. hehe. 

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*Syelah's wedding at Dewan Seri Kenangan. I think Eyan didnt get the picture of the pelamin.. its hugeee.. like.. seriously huge. apakan. but lawaaaa. 

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*This was during the KK trip. in One Borneo - the biggest shopping complex there. was halfway taking pictures there.. then rupanya.. pfft.. nda kana suruh. lameeee..OOO.

Business launching will be next.. soon. later maybe? heheheh.. if ku rajin. nyohh. 

The Official Day of Everyone

EVERYONE IS GETTING MARRIED. lol. 

I went to Ikin's engagement day tadi. Tomorrow is Syelah's Wedding Day as well as my aunty who I thought will be "andartu" all her life. I know I sound jahat saying that but banarrrr.. she's in her 40s :D and Im kinda shocked when my mother told me that. hehe. 

and while I was at Ikin's place.. there's this one lady bawa becrita and she said.. "ramai urg kawin ah 8/8/08 ani.. ku dangar dibandar saja yg register sampai 600 bah.." and im like wat.. shit.. ramai jua urg kawin ani. jus in 1 month atu? hmm. Its fun to celebrate the upcoming Hari Raya together-geda.

oh oh.. Im supposed to start on the powerpoint. shit man.. everything is last minute. why? why? sigh. bulih ku inda sekulah kah? ergh. and and.. i dont think Im posting up the wedding photography because hahaha.. i havent uploaded the pictures. lol.

**Leaving behind the responsibilities.. pfft..