Anniversary is coming soon.

I was busy downloading songs yesterday.. I manage to have more than 10 new songs. hehehe. and I came across "Two is better than one" by Boys like Girls ft Taylor Swift. Its pretty good actually and well.. reminds me of my old times. eheh.

There's no official video clips but here's the lyrics and the songs as well. I hope you guys like it and enjoy the song :) as for me.. 3 is better than 2. hehe.

funny story.. you know that Eyan used to call me Baby and still at times. and last night just before sleep.. he said "me balum kiss baby" I thought it was me he is talking about. Thankfully I asked baby mana ne ah? hahahaha. I'm the big baby now. LOL.

Eyan.. Happy Advance 41st Anniversary. wow.. BIG 4 eyy? I pray for the eternity relationship and the best in us and avoid us from doing faulty and be a good parents. Amin Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. I love you both. I really hope whatever around us is teaching us a lesson and also from our past.

*smile*

Posting this up on the Anniversary of Eyan & Zaty. Happy Anniversary baby. 

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had

Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad

Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you

I love bein' around you

You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do

Three words for you I love you

There's only one way to say

Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

I love you

1, 2, 3, 4

I love you

I love you

QUICK UPDATES

I couldn't sleep tonight. damn.. its 2.15 already and im still wide awake. not even close to sleepy. sigh.  I have this problem for 1/2 days already.. I think I caught up with the urinary tract infection. not that aku minta2.. but it seems like im going to the toilet often. TOO OFTEN. and I feel like I wanna pee every second. damn it. kusut ku seriously. and now im taking in antibiotics. ergh. I have to.. 

Updates. Updates. Updates. I ordered cupcakes from unamariposa. erm.. chocolate cupcakes with caramel frosting and ermm.. red velvet cupcakes for my flight to KL this coming 19th. eheh. I'm going with both RPS owners and the beau to attend Skate Competition there. 

What else? I have a facebook sudahhhh. It feels like a reunion. nyohhh. I bumped into few primary school friends and secondary too. never been happier. hehe. It was ok lahhhh.

ANDDDDD.. today is MY 31st ANNIVERSARY. He was being sweet before falling asleep. He showed me his post. Thank you Baby. and thank you for being open. will try to trust you more. I don't know what pictures should I post here but frankly, there's only 7gb left of the memory on my mac (shows that I have alottttttt of pictures) yet I dunno which one should I upload. Currently is trying to upload the pictures from the iphone to the mac but its friggin slow that I kept on unplugging the cable. ergh. 

Picture is by Adada.

p/s I love it when people took a picture of me/us. 'cause most of the time.. we don't have ours. plus we're not vain. lol. Thanks Adada. and I loike this pic. hehe. Sadly, aku nampak lampuh. HAHAHAHAH. oh well.. 

HAPPY ANN

I'm bored much. 12 sharp will be another anniversary.. 2 years and 6 months. I don't know how to be sweet.. I just need to say HAPPY ANNIVERSARY then. ohh mann.. I need to revitalize this relationship. There's nothing wrong with it.. just flourishing it. hee. Eyan.. I love you so0o much.. I can't imagine life without you. I was listening to 1st lady's lyrics.. saddens me and made me thinking. i'm scared much. Don't laugh at me for listening to that song.. idk.. it was random and seldom. 

I'm craving for soooo many things.. crap eh. I wanna go for a holiday to anywhere out from this country for a while. I just wish I have the money. I wanna buy more trousers and more shirts and cardigans. woman woman woman. more bags. 

Another activation of the mind, i've been thinking.. should I continue my study to ITB or not since I got my A'level.. so okay. but I can just skip the 2/3 years.. if I just take another try on the A'level and at least get C or higher then try applying for UBD again. ORRRRR.. should I just work after ND? sigh. can someone give me advices please.. and give me some more other convincing choices? oh well.. 

I've been eating less lately. its my.. brapa hari sudah no proper dinner. few people approached me saying that i'm getting thinner.. not that "thin" in your mind though. I have this temptation to post the "old" me. lol. but nahhh. and guess what.. I'm thankful that I had my period.. hell idk what happened to me. 1 month full of depression + 1 month full of fizzy drinks = unusual.

p/s I love my Emilio Valentino. Thanks Baby.

Selfish-Reasoning

I feel bad for certain things. but I was taught that I shouldn't be gathering the grudge for too long but then.. its hard to let it out loud. ridiculous! and when I express them.. its not worth it AT ALL. I 'sent' an explanation but I deleted it because I don't think its going anywhere. eheh. oh well.. life. Don't question me!

another day.. HAPPY 29th ANNIVERSARY. 2 and 9 looks/sounds batah. eheh. wonder what we will be doing later?! and guess what? I made a peanut cake for you. but I havent make the cheesy-topping pasallll inda cukup ingredients. eheh. 

imy. im sorry. 

p/s: motivated. eagerness. 

HOURS TO 12

I went for a movie haunting with the beau last night.. i decided to watch 4bia (eyan's pronounciation: 4-b-i-a) lol. it was.. f***ing horrifying. my gawdd.. i got a headache after watching it. there are 4 different parts/stories and the f***ing "last fright" is yea..surely frightening. ergh. i'll stop watching horror movies for sometimes. darn it. nwy, I rate it 8/10. You guys should watch it. hehe. 

and oh oh.. HAPPY 28TH ANN hun. it was..erm..pretty a long time we have there. eheh. baby.. im happy to be near you eventhough i know someone badmouthed me.. and it was a guy. omigosh. who cares that i give importance to you? you are somehow a part of me and the family. I love you hun..so much. Days without you is not perfect.. 

and heyy.. i tried making apam. not the brown one. and its a success. eyan ate alot of that.. guess its pretty nyaman. lol. 

anyhoo.. i havent update the blog for few days and i missed out Enoy's greetings. so, Enoy..happy 20th (TWENTIETH) birthday darl. Best wishes for you. 

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW DURING SUNGKAI AT SCHOOL :)

2Years of YOU

We didn't go anywhere for the 2years anniversary.. probably only for our belated. I'm busy again with the exams..I just don't feel like going anywhere and I don't feel like socialising with anyone.

I'm just gonna say that.. it is unbelievable after what we went thru, we still manage to stay together until now.. 2years. I tell you all.. I've faced so many things/obstacles in continuing this relationship. Thank you Eyan for being there/here whenever I need you.. well.. you were always here beside me when something happen/I need you. 

I just wish that things will get better in the future.. nothing bad will come up. you just have to stay with me eternally (OK..that's deep.. lol). I love you baby. HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY. xoxo. 456. 2 hours to go to the end of the day.. 

Anis and Idwini

Happy 4th Anniversary guys.. esh..pretty batah sdh together atu. I like~ all the best to you guys. awu I agree with mimiets sang.. jgn tah batah2 kawin tah. lol.