Salam Aidilfitri

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I'm at home doing nothing other than trying over and over refreshing Pet Society in Facebook. eheh. oh btw, I made my final choice already for the attachment.. 1st: Armada. 2nd: BAG Networks. 3rd: BICB Capital. So, its either one of this or none. See how it goes. Another exam will be in March maybe insyaAllah.

LNC Test was pretty easy. I managed to answer them in 45 minutes I think. hehe. So yea.. most of us went out early. School is no longer fun nowadays. Too many things to be complained. I should keep that to myself and maybe Eyan knows. Few days ago was stressful enough just staring at "things". nyohh. Characteristic is a total fucker and fucking ignorance. If I'm considering to continue.. I won't be stop bitching. trust me. Life sucks big time when I see the "thing".. seriously. Additional to this.. talam dua muka saying things about each other but in the end.. you miss that person.. aren't you? my goodness. unbearable. 

oh.. we're moving out soon. There will be 3 rooms.. and we will take 2 rooms for our things and 1 will be for guest room.. I really hope that it will be neat and tidy all the time. I just wanna get married ASAP due to so many reasons. I just hate that people is taking advantage thinking of me and Eyan haven't had a serious relationship aka not even a fiancee. These people couldn't care less for what me and Eyan feels. like.. all of you human doesn't understand us. fuck. eh stress ku cemani ani. I really need to talk to my mother. I'm not married yet and why is it that hard for me to enjoy this life? I mean this "bujang" moment to do whatever we should do and should act. burdening. 

I'm bloody enraged. ergh. I need to sleep I think. Thank god its Friday tomorrow and I can rest but then.. heh. Eyan feels me. heh. 

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I had fun talking with Syarfa at school. You made my day. hehe. Eyan can't stop nagging me today.. sorry baby but seriously.. you are like my father already. I just want someone to listen and give me advice not NAG. anyway, its all good now. (Eyan is busy with his brother's new camera.. pity lots). Thanks for everything btw people.. to you too baby. hugs.  

oh btw, thing that could make my day is looking at Ejamm's baby boy. OMG.. he is so cute. I hold him last night and I was like.. ergh.. ku gigit ko karang. hahaha. insyaAllah nama babynya.. something like "Wafri Ethan Idraaqi" that's just nice and beautiful! Congratulations to Ejaam and Ayong for your first baby boy. Alhamdulillah things went well in the labor room accept for slowing heartbeat and something's gotta do with the umbilical cord. eheh. Next post tah i'll post semua pictures.. alrights.

p/s Sorry Ejaam nda ku tahan nda kan simpan gambar nya cni ani. kiut bahhh. i've been waiting for kawan2ku ada anak. hahaha. siuk ehhhh. hahaha. 

UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE

I'm bored. Baby conquered the TV.. he is watching a match between Liverpool and Everton. and Everton had its first goal just now. and I was busy taking pictures of my fake eyelashes *lol* I know.. I'm still sakai. gosh.. this will take ages for me to get over it. haha. 

Oh I just want to talk about how I miss to sleep at my nene's place with all my cousins around. We used to meet up at nene's place especially when there was function like.. wedding etc. and we all were busy bepacar jua and slept late at night tunggu pacar karing. hehe. and convinced all the cousins to sleep at nene saja. Then, ambil bantal and tidur arah living room nene. sigh. How I wish it was like back then masane. unfortunately, nope.. nada lagi cematu since nada lagi orang kawin. nada lagi function basar2. so yea.

*I can see lines of  eyelashes of mine* majal. oh.. I bought ONE TREE HILL season 5. was trying to download them few days ago and ergh.. i'm sure it will take some times that I'm sick of the internet here in Brunei. But I'm thankful I have internet here. hehe *Eyan is talking to himself being emotional I guess*

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

PICTHUWER.. PICTHUWER.. :d

Im too lazy to post every single picture.. might as well combine it in 1 frame. hehehe. Guess what? Yati called. I know few doesn't know her. hehe. just a random one to type. 

Anyways, pictures above are during my trip to KL. First one is when we were waiting for boarding, Labuan Airport. heck its much more lawa than airport here. we need renovation! lol. Its modern and big. McD sana pun lawaaaa mbari kan makan saja meliat. hehe. 

Second one was during the Skate Comp at PutraJaya. The buildings there is none like in Brunei. I think Putrajaya is the administration center (government) and buildingnya subhanallah.. banartah. unfortunately, I didnt shoot anything. hehe. basar2 and mcm bukan d m'sia jua usulnya :D 

I haven't told you guys about this.. we nearly miss the boat to Labuan. gila.. down ku sdh. imagine the duit bebayar for the ticket. gilaaa. 

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My new year? I don't actually know what I did during that night. oh yea.. we went to cpin's bbq and went home around 11 and played games 'til it strike 12. hehehe. guitar hero to be exact. anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR. its not to late for me to greet init? 

School reopens soon.. like.. 1 more day saja lagi. dayyyymmmnnn. idk what i did during my 4 weeks holiday. perasaanku cuti 2 weeks saja. sigh. im not ready! but i really am looking forward to graduate and work and have my own money and car and everything. hehe. 

Talk about cars.. anytime soon, we will need to deposit to buy a car (yg ku dangar lah ahhh). kesian jua ne zamannnnnn kitani. how the hell people dulu2 get everything and its us who gets the bakas2an the kekejaman? lol. somehow I agreed to the deposit. at least I have my own vision to save money to get what I really want. hehe. its good actually biar urg sadar nda buang duit saja. eheh.  

GREETINGS

I forgot to blog this.. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY DEAREST NUNU. XOXO. *damn.. im 21 next year* hahaha. Best wishes in everything Nunu. Jangan stress2.. krg byk lagi grey hair mu. lol. Have fun.. oh this year nada prezzie 'cause i'm broke. HAHA. ok? hehe. 

p/s oh d girl with tudong is NUNU. duhhh. haha. Picture is by Joe with his what..? 400? idk. 

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I found out something.. well.. not just me.. the others as well. its just weird you and you. soooo weird. its not that we are not supportive.. but think of others as well.. the status.. the partner.. and many more. Make the right decision for yourself when its for real.

GREETINGS

I just wanna post a shoutout to Eyan saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. Panjang umur murah rezeki.. Amin. oh btw, he's turning 25. Another year older.. another 5 years to 30. HAHAHA. anyhoo.. Have a wonderful blast on ur special day. I might not give you anything for now.. but just wait for it :D insyaAllah. I won't miss out EVEN a little present for you. 

and oh oh.. biar hun kana surprise kan d office. lol. I'm happy that i've been with you for what.. the 3rd birthday of yours? xoxo. I know u posted this picture already but seriously.. I love this picture below. 

I've been busy with the Sekolah Perdagangan Hari Raya Celebration the past weeks so i'm not able to update the blog as often as before. Eyan didn't click that shutter too many times that night.. I myself don't have any decent pictures to put in here. I don't think Marriz and Hiero got my pictures too. haha. 

I havent make my bed.. havent do my laundry.. and I need to pay my bill. and aku alumm mandi jua. eh eh eh.. Eyan kana surprise kan d office just now :D HAHAHA. nyamannn~~ 

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I went to Hua Ho last night for groceries shopping plus bali barang for Eyan openhouse this coming Sunday.. siapa2 rasanya kawan ku.. dtg saja ke Teres no. 7, Jln. Kiulap, Kg. Kiulap. near Ripas Helipad. malas jua ku sudah kan msg tu. haha. ejamm..if u are reading this.. datang ah. aritu sdh ko nda dtg ke rumah ku.

anyway, I met my girl feezah d hua ho.. haha. masih sama macam dulu wah c feezah ah.. excited usulnya meliat aku ah. and everytimeeee.. aku openhouse krg.. openhouse tah ko jua. juburrr. Epit & Sary datang ke Qlap!

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During my openhouse.. I brought them friends to the nearest beach near my place. Tell me you like Penanjong Beach than Seri Kenangan.. haha. kraja kami begambar saja. lol. 

bah eh.. ngaleh ku sudah update ani jua. sorry ah random post saja. if kamu paning baca.. none of my business. hahaha. 

HOURS TO 12

I went for a movie haunting with the beau last night.. i decided to watch 4bia (eyan's pronounciation: 4-b-i-a) lol. it was.. f***ing horrifying. my gawdd.. i got a headache after watching it. there are 4 different parts/stories and the f***ing "last fright" is yea..surely frightening. ergh. i'll stop watching horror movies for sometimes. darn it. nwy, I rate it 8/10. You guys should watch it. hehe. 

and oh oh.. HAPPY 28TH ANN hun. it was..erm..pretty a long time we have there. eheh. baby.. im happy to be near you eventhough i know someone badmouthed me.. and it was a guy. omigosh. who cares that i give importance to you? you are somehow a part of me and the family. I love you hun..so much. Days without you is not perfect.. 

and heyy.. i tried making apam. not the brown one. and its a success. eyan ate alot of that.. guess its pretty nyaman. lol. 

anyhoo.. i havent update the blog for few days and i missed out Enoy's greetings. so, Enoy..happy 20th (TWENTIETH) birthday darl. Best wishes for you. 

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW DURING SUNGKAI AT SCHOOL :)

Firework at Jubilee, Kiulap

As promised.. here's the pictures of the fireworks. I took this from Jetty Ripas. I thought no one will come there other than us. haha. but somehow, there are. I love the view from there. But its more fun to see it from my place. eheh. 

Guess whats next? my laptop went sick last few days. shit that kernel panic. Its either the hdd or ram. I panicked so bad cuz damnnn.. i haf so many pictures in there that i havent backup like.. 30+ gig kali. n my songs?? INDA KU KAN MENDOWNLOAD BALIK2 :p i tried few ways.. i transferred my hdd to another mac and yay.. it works. so backup everything. and let the beau check on my ram the next day and CONFIRM. kanmati.. makai 1gb ram jua ku balik ne. insyaAllah will ugrade it soon. hehehe. 

*reminiscing*

eh eh.. i used to hear songs with YOU during.. eheh. u'know. then, we used to pakai "you and me" lol. what else? I miss the old times :s :) well.. to you.. its always about the present. U enjoy the present while me? I think of the past for the future. eheh.

Cousin is getting married this friday. eyan's cousin too. same date but different venue. and the next week pun a friend of mine, Syelah is getting married. wahhh.. siukk. Good Luck Syee. haha. and and.. aku jealous. eheh. Best wishes for you darl. hugs. ok.. im freakingly bored. Eyan is not here.. he went to the Gala Night at Empire and Im suppose to haf my relaxing massage at home but i cancelled it. Ciao ppl.

and awu.. lastly, Happy Belated Birthday Marriz. Baru tah membaca wah blog d others. eheh. 

Yay!

I cut my hair. and I so the very like. hehe. well..it's short. and straighten them temporarily. BUT i think i will make it permanent. It's pretty cheap too. Its been a while i haven't cut my hair this short. aha. went to salon with Enoy in the afternoon and surprised Eyan. and yes, he loved it. 

Ain't I look beautiful? hahaha. okay..enough of that. my self-obsess is invading me. hahaha. once in a while will be fine *grin*

and erm erm..I am still not sure if i am going to the School Anniversary. I just hate and I don't wanna spend alot of money anymore. If i'm going..that means i need to buy new dress n trousers and bla bla bla. 

Anyway, this greeting goes to Ainorazimah bte Hj Zabidi AKA Anoy from Nd/Bnf/16..HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL. Oh come on..be happy now!! It's your birthday. hehe. kau TUA anyway. hahaha.